...and Now It's Time to Find Out

Ms Boba's Quarterly Extravaganza #1

Published on November 28, 2023

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This is a commented version of the first edition of my $upporters newsletter/town hall/“quarterly extravaganza”. It was originally published in July 2023, and I’m only now (December 2023) getting to making it public. If you want new editions of this Town Hall straight into your inbox as soon as they’re available, you can support me on Patreon, Ko-fi or this same website!

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Intro: This “Town Hall”

Fashionably late (or, better said, just in time for the second one), it’s time to finally release my first $upporters-only Town Hall to the world, “…and Now It’s Time to Find Out” edition!

Follow along this blog post to learn more about the BobaVerse (including what it is)… but first, some context!

A "Tumblr-style" slideshow, presented by Ms Boba. The text throughout is in whimsical Comic Sans, as is Tumblr tradition. The deck is primarily grey text on a white background, wiht memes throughout. The intro slide has its title information blocked out by additional orange Comic Sans on angled text boxes with black fill, as if tape or sticky notes are covering up the very slide itself. Slide 1: a quick PSA before we start thank for your support btw, it means a lot (Note: Support is written with a dollar sign for the letter S.) money is incredibly useful right now, and we really need— “Omg ms boba just start the slides” yes yes ok, FINE Town Hall #1 v0.42.0 — Catching Up Edition

About “Town Halls”

For the uninitiated to the intricacies of “corp speak” a Town Hall is a meeting where leaders answer questions and share plans with everyone. My own flavor of Town Halls (“Quarterly Extravaganzas”) are sent ~quarterly to my paid $upporters (you can become one here).

Slide 2: This “town hall” (name subject to change) “town hall” is not chaotic enough, but tbh i barely even know what this is yet “Everyone, please enjoy Ms Boba’s Quarterly Extravaganza” What’s up with *broad gestures* “this whole thing” What even is *broad gestures* “this whole thing” Supporters Q&A (thank you, love you all) (Note: Support is again written with a dollar sign) On the right-hand side is a meme of a golden retriever wearing goggles, surrounded by chemistry gear, pouring the contents of a flask int oa coffee mug. The usual "I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOING" is altered to read, "I HAVE SOME IDEA WHAT I'M DOING" with the "SOME" written in Comic Sans. to be clear, the memes are not going anywhere as they say, “if you wanna be my public, you gotta get with my memes”

Ground Rules

Before we dive in, something incredibly important to me (and hopefully to you too): ground rules. While some don’t apply at the public stage, others (like the “trade offer”) remain relevant. I strive to be open, honest, and accountable, but I can only be in a mutually-respectful and psychologically safe environment!

Slide 3: Ground rules Do share this presentation (and anything else, really) with friends try not to share the full thing on socials until i post it myself (screenshots ok) Do send feedback (link at the end)! Do be kind to your local Ms Boba (and pals), everyone is doing their best *Disclaimer: I likely won’t have time to answer, but I do read what people write (eventually) as they say, “ADHD is a cruel mistress, but Chronos isn’t fucking around either” On the right is the TRADE OFFER meme, in which TikTok user bradeazy, dressed in formal wear and posed with folded hands and the expression of a shrewd businessman, proposes the following TRADE OFFER: "I receive: Respect, Understanding, Trust" and "You receive: Authenticity, Transparency, Accountability" with Ms Boba's altered meme text superimposed in Comic Sans.

Getting Started (Finally)

With this out of the way, then welcome to the first public edition of “Ms Boba’s Quarterly Extravaganza”, aptly named “and Now It’s Time to Find Out”.

Slide 4: Note: the text starts small in the top left, and gradually leads into the true title slide, and has additional commentary in smaller text again. …anyway… Ms Boba (finally) presents “...and Now It’s Time to Find Out” Town Hall #1 v0.42.0 — Catching Up Edition in nostalgic tumblr style because ~brand identity~, baby

Part 1: What is The BobaVerse™?

Slide 5: Part 1: What even is *broad gestures* “this whole thing”

The BobaVerse™

As the slides say, “the BobaVerse™ is an eclectic collection of projects related to coding, community and fandom on the web that may or may not create a sustainable ecosystem one day”. We took all we learned while building up the BobaBoard project and community, and charter the path to a future where members of online niche communities participate in the creation of both spaces and software!

Slide 6: Note: an arrow flows down from each step to the next. How it Started, aka “The Master Plan” Step 1: BobaBoard (circa 2021), including the BobaBoard logo of white text with a blue drop shadow, with solid circles for the letter O in Boba and Board, backed with black. “If users in the target audience are having fun and feel safe doing so, then the community is successful. Everything else [...] is a stretch goal.” — BobaBoard v1 FUCQs Step 2: ??? To the side is crossed-out text: "survive, work really hard, survive" and uncrossed "kinda both tbh" Step 3: sustainable online community software (for fandom) (a.k.a., “the internet somehow stops sucking so I can get back to my despicable fictional husbands”) Slide 7: Where Are We At: BobaVerse™ Edition in case you lost track of all we’ve been working on until now (you’d be extremely excused) let’s just say it’s been an intense… 3 years or so BEHOLD, the BobaVerse™! A Venn diagram of sorts, with overlapping circles in the center ("Long-term projects" and "April 1st jokes") as well as a rectangle on the left ("Test boba galaxy") that partially overlaps with Long-term projects, and another square off to the right ("side projects") that does not overlap with anything else. Long-term projects contains the logos for BobaBoard and Fandom Coders (a pair of lime green braces that enclose the statement "if fandom then coding"), and in pink text the comment "ms boba getting paid for her time, aka "Patron income" (again, thank you)". The Fujoshi Guide to Web Development spans across the intersection of Long-term projects and April 1st jokes. April 1st jokes also includes the logo for FujoBoard (Boba-tan licking her lips) and purple text for RobinBoob by BobaBoard. Fandom Coders is located where the "Test boba galaxy" rectangle overlaps with Long-term projects. Also within the rectangle are "the Boobies" (BobaBoard enthusiasts, represented by a real-life photo of the marine birds blue-footed boobies. In the "side projects" square are AO3.js (in the red and white scheme of Archive of Our Own) and Tim the Enchanter from Monty Python and the Holy Grail [**VALE WHY IS HE HERE??**]. “The BobaVerse™ is an eclectic collection of projects related to coding, community and fandom on the web that may or may not create a sustainable ecosystem one day” — definition ms boba just made up on the fly but that actually kinda works

Building it Slow

Getting any project to sustainability is hard, but getting a project off the ground in this online (and fandom) environment is a particularly thorny issue! Doing it slowly is fundamental to success, but doing it slowly is not easy, either! Many issues loom on the horizon.

Slide 8: The Overall Difficulties™ To the right, a line drawing of a building with two entrances. The first, labeled "fans when managing organizations" is totally empty. The second, labeled "fans when criticizing organizations" is packed with a huge crowd of people rushing to enter. Next to the image is the commentary, "pls dont kill me fandom I swear i’ll be a good ms boba from now on. I had to, it was for the memes" A bulleted list: general impending sense of doom Building and maintaining software continues to be incredibly expensive Generally scarce resources and unpredictable availability make long-term planning hard People who want to help, often don’t know how to do it effectively People who need help often don’t know how to put it to use efficiently and effectively, without accidentally ending up 15 years later with serious organizational issues that are incredibly hard to extricate oneself out of Commentary trailing below: (it is me I am people) kinda starting to get it though (maybe) (hopefully) Slide 9: The risk: move fast and break everything (a.k.a, “how it’s usually done”) (and how we’ll also do it if we’re not careful) To the left, the Planeteers using their powers combined to summon Captain Planet. Clockwise from the left: Gi, labeled "software that started decaying the instant it was written"; Wheeler, labeled "a brittle organization struggling to grow from its inevitable failures"; Linka, labeled "a disenfranchised user base with no path to meaningful ownership of the software"; Kwame, labeled "an increasingly hostile and culturally-divided web"; and Ma-Ti, labeled "the heroic efforts of a small group of increasingly burned-out people". Captain Planet is labeled "sustainable community software (for fandom)" but "sustainable" is additionally covered up by "burnout-powered". note: I KNOW it looks like im subtweeting but istg i would have written this the same way 6 months ago this is just the natural state human organizations trend towards, everything is on a constant path towards rot tbh 99.9% of people skilled enough to coordinate the work of large/complex organizations don't do it in their spare time for free, they get paid a shit-ton of money for it which is of course not an excuse to ignore problems, in a way it makes it even more important not to sweep issues under the rug and figure out how to work through them successfully, but STILL pls dont kill me, think of my kittens

A Different Approach

Given the complexities of building sustainable community-driven software, The BobaVerse™ wants to do things differently: rather than just building another unsustainable social platform with disenfranchised users, it seeks a self-sustaining ecosystem that involves them in the building process (and helps get more underrepresented people into Open Source at the same time)!

Slide 10: what we’re trying instead (extreme WIP edition) i call it “take it slow and pray” ("and pray" is struck out) 1. Kickstart a series of aspirationally-independent software, educational, and/or community initiatives that are of interest to niche online communities 2. Use these initiatives to train the niche user base in the skill needed to continue maintaining and improving them (starting with transformative fandom! incredibly strategical reason: it’s the niche I’m personally in) 2a. Enable motivated members of the userbase to have direct impact on the direction of each project (and to go start their own) 2b. Lower costs and nurture the community by offering skill-training from experts in exchange for help (intrinsic motivation, baby) 2c. Get to play that “diversity initiative” card when asking for grants (education grants = take focus away from BobaBoard itself, making it less likely that we’ll have to justify the proliferation of a/b/o on it) 3. Reinvest income resulting from donations + for-profit projects that might (one day) hit it big, and continue nurturing that ecosystem 3a. With the support of a small, core team of skilled, full-time, paid personnel (which we aren’t even close to affording right now, money is the bit that keeps me up at night tbh, my bank account has been falling for so long that (insert Loki joke this slide is too overdue to finish) ANYWAY, more later 3b. Source core team and contract talent from the community grown at step #2 to reduce risk and ensure cultural alignment, repeat, profit …aka, “The BobaVerse™” Slide 11: …or, you know, “something like that” Part 1 End

Part 2: Where is The BobaVerse™ at?

(or better said, “where was the BobaVerse at in July 2023, when this was written?”)

Slide 12: Part 2: What’s up with (broad gestures) “this whole thing”

The Fundamental Question

While a vision like this poses a lot of questions, the most important one is also simple: can this all be set up for success before I run out of money and have to go back to sell my OP programming/marketing skills to some VC-backed company?

Slide 13: It’s Time to Find Out The slide is set up as the "WHO WOULD WIN?" meme, pitting "an exceedingly ambitious project born out of hubris and frustration with the state of web and fandom " against "my need to pay rent" in short: “can ms boba (& pals) pull this whole thing off before her money runs out and she has to go back to sell her soul for money?” (sometime at the start of ~2024, at the current rate (see 2022 retro)) alternatively, can ms boba manage to get enough support to at least cover her rent and buy herself some more time?

Learning, Failing, and Back to Learning

The process of getting to sustainably build things is a treacherous and complex one, one that must account for the (unfortunately inevitable) failures along the way. Learning is a fundamental part of the building process!

We fail, we learn, we get up, we go back to trying!

Slide 14: To the right is a manga panel from "GOLDEN BOY" depicting Kintaro Oe, a "traveling student" who is wearing a backpack and riding a bike. The narrative text announces that "LIFE IS STUDY!" Large spiky speech/sound effect bubbles echo this sentiment: "STUDY!" "STUDY!" "STUDY!" "STUDY! HEART EMOJI" "AH! THERE!" The Current Path: Learning to (Sustainably)... BobaBoard: manage periodic sprints with a coding volunteers team people have been growing so much, I'm such a proud ms boba soon™ we’ll be able to handle a larger amount of people… soon™…… i swear… Fandom Coders: build a community team we collectively agreed on and wrote down our values for now (insert rant about moderation being in service of a community’s culture, rather than in charge of creating it) next up: put down my thoughts for a community team, and then… feedback feedback feedback FujoGuide: deliver a project with a budget, a deadline, and actual promises I had to talk lawyers, LAWYERS!! it was scary and uncomfortable but i think I'm getting the hang of it (also getting entirely too much necessary knowledge on the intricacies of various types of corporate structures) Slide 15: Note: where the word "antifragile" appears, the text is white with a black highlight/background. The Current Goal: Scaling an Antifragile Org sorry for springing Nassim Taleb on you lmao (digesting distasteful people’s good opinions is unfortunately at least 30% of my job) Fragile = Breaks when stressors are applied Resilient = Endures when stressors are applied Antifragile = Grows stronger when stressors are applied “no one gets it right the first time” + “practice makes perfect” = try, succeed or (gracefully) fail, learn from the good and bad, and keep going To the right is an image of Goku going Super Saiyan and intensely looking up at the camera. like a Saiyan, basically zenkai boosting our way to success as the (excellent) book on nonprofit leadership I’ve been reading wisely says, “nonprofits are inherently messy*” the goal cannot be to always do things right, but to learn to grow stronger when problems manifest because they WILL *many people, few resources, tons of passionate opinions, and (in our case) a large proportion of members from generally disadvantaged demographics the world is NOT being kind to right now, which is both our big differentiator and a source of additional challenges Slide 16: The Challenge of Scaling Up scaling = going from a place where ms boba can oversee everything to a place where she leans on others to take charge, lead, or generally work more independently it’s a really exciting time, and also a TON of very hard, very nebulous work (unfortunately) not coding 1. Creating processes that can be sustained by teams of volunteers and one extremely busy full-timer 2. Getting our legal and organizational ducks in order while navigating the lack of resources and guidance “hi mx. lawyer, yes, I’d like to run a nonprofit org that does both community software and tech education and also has a bunch of satellite for-profit endeavors so it can attempt to make profits to then reinvest in talent within the community, also no, I don’t want to own this forever, I want it to grow to be its own thing once I can trust it can stand on its own feet to go become something I can be proud of having built, no, wait, why are you hanging up-” some of the lawyers I got in touch with clearly thought I was deranged tbh (to be fair, it’s not NOT true) (she says, in comics sans) 3. Clearly articulating culture and norms to smooth out onboarding and ensure culture fit 4. Welcoming and withstanding change, while managing the “people problems” that come with it

Our Wins

In more practical fashion, the first half of this year (back in July) saw quite a few wins under our belt! The highlight is The Fujoshi Guide to Web Development, our successfully Kickstarted guide to Git and GitHub that will help us clear the highest hurdle to collaboration: teaching Version Control to a whole new set of people!

Slide 17: To the right is an image of Waluigi striking a pose and holding a rose that he appears to be almost licking. Above him is pink text with a black background: "me when I'm #winning" Current Ws (Note: "wins", and a Waluigi joke) we’ve really grown into a much more cohesive unit since we’ve started our sprint & retrospective process 1. The BobaBoard coders volunteer team has had “our most productive sprint yet” our current sprint is aptly named “it’s a marathon not a sprint sprint” though the goal is to NOT do heroics to launch quickly, but to find a process that will help us successfully collaborate in the long run 2. We raised $18k+ to write educational material for Git & GitHub idk if you’ve heard…. 3. Fandom Coders is a thriving resource for beginners and experienced coders alike the Personal Website Club is THRIVING and also teaching me a lot about where people’s difficulties are and what we must do to smooth them out 4. More and more recurring collaborators There's an arrow pointing to "recurring" that's labelled "friend-shaped 💜" with a purple heart to match Waluigi.

Our Losses

We also had a few Ls, which we don’t shy away from! For one, the Kickstarter was an immense amount of effort (but worth it); I’m incredibly far from covering my rent (so I can keep at this); and life just Keep Happening™ to both me and volunteers, which makes collaboration hard!

Slide 18: To the right is an image of Mr. L, a brainwashed version of Luigi from Super Paper Mario. He's wearing an alternate version of his signature outfit, with a reversed L on his hat with a black background instead of white. He wears a black mask to conceal his identity, and a green bandana around his neck. the only way to never fail is to never push past your current skills (also every presentation needs at least one Luigi scattered around) Current Ls (Note: "losses", and a Luigi joke) Ms Boba Fucks Around and finds out that promoting a kickstarter campaign is an incredibly huge amount of work (im so proud of what we have achieved, the team has worked incredibly hard and we made something so ambitious happen with so little resources) having an accessible guide to version control for fandom folks is going to make a real difference, I promise The FujoGuide Kickstarter sprint was more taxing than expected (but we learned a lot) Ms Boba’s recurring income still very far from covering her rent my (portion of the) rent is ~$2,000 a month, because Silicon Valley™ Still tons of uncertainty around available resources Life Just Happens So Much™ to everyone around us jokes aside, this is part of the challenge with a volunteers team that is most often from disadvantaged backgrounds shit might hit the fan at any moment and core people might become unavailable in very unpredictable ways the best way to plan around this is money, the second best way is a lot of redundancy and ms boba-brand Miracles™ (which also come at a cost)

How to Help

So how can you help? Well, we did have some requests, and we did get help with a bunch of them! Right now (for how uncomfortable that is to say) the main thing we need is recurring income. Our runway is getting shorter, and every little bit helps us focus on building and not fundraising!

Slide 19: So, how can I help? Donate to Ms Boba’s Patreon(-like) channels (Note: here there are links to the "acutal Patreon", the "hacked-together self-amde Patreon (for the brave)" and "and a ko-fi too" Share this presentation with friends (and encourage them to donate!) Reach out to Ms Boba if you have expertise in any of the following areas: This area is covered by a black band with yellow text on top that says: making money (applying to grants counts) (and monetizing online content creation, I guess) You can email at ms.boba@bobaboard.com if it takes me a while to answer is because i’m in an extremely overwhelmed period (which is all periods) but trust me i’ll get back to you ping me after a while though!!

The most impactful way is to support me directly, either on Patreon or on this same website. If you can’t give yourself, consider pitching it to friend(s) that want to help build a better web!

If you’d rather give one time, we’re running a 2023 holidays fundraiser with exciting discounts! It won’t give you early Town Hall access (unlike patron support), but you can get sleek Yaoi cheese paddles or Ship Ownership certificates for you or a friend!

Our Current Holidays Special

Holiday sale promo for various Bobaverse merch arranged on a festive dark green background with primarily white text, along with red and orange accents for text and snowflake-esque adornments. Bobaverse Holiday Special Discount code: FOLGERS_SEASON 15% off everything 25% off for supporters* (the "s" is written with a dollar sign) *check email for the special code Ship certificates! (Displayed: a RobinBoob certificate of ownership for Hubert von Vestra x Ferdinand von Aegir) Cute stickers! (Boba-tan, shimmering and sticking her tongue out) Fujo paddles! (A large "hime" fujoboard cheeseboard with "yaoi" laser engraved onto the wood surface; yes, they're real and food safe) And more! (A yellow Boba-tan acrylic keychain of her enjoying some snacks)

Slide 20: …and a bunch of other things we’re not ready to share yet (but you’ll hear more about soon). Part 2 End

Bonus: What we Learned Running a Kickstarter Campaign

Since content creation takes a long time (and I need to entice people somehow), I’m keeping bonus question content as subscribers-only! If you’re interested in reading it, make sure to subscribe to one of my support channels! At this stage, you’ll also need to ask me for a link, since old editions aren’t automatically sent out (working on it).

Slide 21: Bonus Supporter Question: (Note: "supporter" is written with a dollar sign for the S where it appears) What we learned running a Kickstarter campaign Thanks to Yuu for asking! There's an arrow pointing to Yuu's avatar Want to ask questions yourself? Supporters at tier Almond Butter Toast & above get to send in questions at each Town Hall! (at least until the questions become too many for me too handle, then we’ll have to figure it out lmao)

…and that is all for this edition of Ms Boba’s Quarterly Extravaganza!

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